Midnight Ramblings

I'm in one of those moods again. The slow, sinking feelings of unhappiness, inadequacy and feeling like I have no direction have gradually washed over me. I have gone from being cheery, optimistic and positive about the future and feeling like an utter failure. I’m so young yet I feel like I have wasted years …

Transience

My uncle died last week. I started writing this the day after but couldn’t bring myself to complete it till now. I still find it hard to believe that he is no more. The last time is saw him was at my mum’s 50th on the 2nd of June, 2015. It’s the first time I’ve …

Life is Fickle

This is a pretty quick one as I just needed to pour this out somewhere. This definitely wasn't my intended first post in a while but I'll get to that soon. I was talking to my mum last night just gisting and catching up on stuff when she mentioned to me that one of our …

Release..

When would I be free from this heavy weight? This heavy weight of restrictions and inhibitions This heavy weight placed on me by others albeit unknown to them This heavy overbearing weight that is struggling to overpower me I long to be free, to be me, to be at peace I’m tired of being tired, …

Broken Journals . I

Do you know that sometimes in the dead of night when all have gone to bed and all is quiet and peaceful and the only noise you hear is that of the animals that come alive at night, do you know that I cry? You don’t know. You can never know because I do not …